Monday, July 19, 2010
"My Love For You is More Than I Ever Expected."
-TWW
Sometimes I really don't understand myself- I love you so much, why do I still say and do things to unintentionally hurt you? And why're you still so forgiving and tolerant?After having to put up with my crapshitrubbish that night, all you said was that your impression of me had not changed one bit and that I'm still your wonderful and precious girl. This makes me feel worse. Worse about acting the stupid and senseless way I did. I know there's no point regretting and apologising for my unthinking actions and words, no point realising my mistake only after commiting it, and yet here you are, telling me you never blamed me for it. I AM A SINNER ): I deserve more than death for being so bloody childish, self-centred and not knowing what is important and what's not. I wish I could redeem myself; I cannot stop feeling bad about the whole thing. I don't understand how you can act like nothing happened, because I can't. Maybe you're much more mature and I'm just so fricken childish. Much as I never thought I'd say this, but I have to admit, I don't deserve someone as good as you. ):
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Sharlyn says:
OMG
ur bf is really very nice !
can see that he treat u really really well
u must treasure him
such guys dun really exist already
since ur bf isn;t angry or what
just tell urself that u will be nicer to him in future
we tend to demand more when we know the person really love us
I need to be a better person. The person who hates me the most now is myself ):
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YI XIAN 5:31 PM
